follow up to “i cant do this anymore…”
…at least my pancho looks nice hanging on the wall.
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Archive for August 2001
god damn traffic.
its about 9:30 in the morning, and im JUST NOW getting to school. I left the house at 8:15.
eight. fifteen.
it took me an hour and fifteen minutes to get to school, well into my nine oclock class.
did i go to it? obviously not, because id be there right now. it’s officially the first missed class of the semester — a round on the house is in order.
and before all of you start jumping my shit about skipping this early in the semester, i kinda feel like its stupid to go to a class half an hour late when it only runs for 50 minutes, so i didnt go. deal with it. 
on a semi-related note, i have a meeting at 3:00 with the dean of the honors college. i called him monday and expressed a desire to withdraw from the honors program. he said that he’d let me out, but he wanted to talk to me first and find out why.
i cant be honest. i cant tell him that im miserable and that my classes bore me. its such an intimate environment and the staff is so tight-knit with the students and the program itself that the truth would be a slap in the face. this guy’s cool — all the honors instructors are pretty cool — and i dont want to personally offend any of them, so now ive got to come up with some bullshit, probably about how ive taken on too much and i dont feel like i can personally handle all of it, blah blah.
here goes nothing.
starting over… finally.
finally, i think ive got all this shit finished.
im almost a full week behind schedule, and everything doesnt quite work yet, but its viewable.
shit, a week behind isnt that bad… jesus, im three months behind on vegas ‘01. (dont worry, thats coming next.)
anyway, im new to this whole greymatter/weblog thing, so i dont really know how it all works, for real.
so, for those new to the concept, the weblog is basically for me to vent. ill probably be using it regurlarly, just getting whats on my mind out into the open. feel free to comment on it, as theres a whole neat comment posting system on here, and id hate to see it go to waste.
for the next couple days, pay close attention to detail and let me know what i fucked up on. im sure theres lots.
good christ. i can finally get on with life.
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